Because my piano lesson will start again next week I forced myself to practice for half an hour today. With sweat and tears I struggled through the songs the teachers gave me to practice during the summer holiday. I should have told her that I was not being able to practice in the summer. Everything I learnt is gone and she will notice immediately that I did nothing or at least only half an hour this week. Maybe there is some time left to study on Sunday but I will strike a fool playing like I do now. She even gave me a notebook with some theory and I am ashamed because I cannot find that notebook anymore. I am feeling at school again when I was young when I forgot to do my homework.